It really sucks when you regret going to the college you were so pumped to go to because you feel like you don’t fit in anywhere.
Today I had to say one of the hardest goodbyes in my entire life.
But I know that things can work out, and we will make them work. I suppose in the end it’s more of a “see you soon!” rather than a “goodbye.” May these next four years treat us well. Thank you for everything, but above all thank you for being my boyfriend and my best friend.
It is sad how much “Summertime Sadness” represents how I feel right now
Saying goodbye to my boyfriend is going to be so hard when we go off to college in about three weeks. We’ve been dating for just over two years now and I’m going to miss him so much. I know I’m not the perfect girlfriend, especially because I pretty much bitch about everything, but it’s going to be weird without him there… It’s like not going to be the same as high school where we would always see each other right after passing period, and how we’d always eat lunch together… Then we even have all of our own inside jokes that we laugh at. I’m tearing up just typing this up… Haha… I’m going to miss it, I’m going to miss everything. He’s my best friend. We never have any awkward moments and just get each other and laugh together about everything. It’s so hard to find someone like that… I’ve always thought about the day we finally part ways and go off to different colleges, and I have cried every single time. The day that happens is going to be the hardest day of my life. We’ve just put in so much effort these past two years into this relationship and I just want everything to work out. He’s so special to me and even though we fight we still love each other all the same and god it’s going to be so hard. I don’t know what I’m going to do on the last day we have together before we leave.. I love him so much.
The day we part will be the hardest day of my life.
dearoldlove how you make me an emotional wreck
wtf college starts in three weeks where did my summer go it was going by so slow jfc I’m an emotional wreck
God, I legit just want to sleep forever. I don’t want to deal with anything anymore.
I am such a jealous, moody bitch.
Yeah, I’m probably going to end up all alone and die alone because I am pure evil.